A Curious Glitch in Finding Balance

How to find balance between one’s self and one’s family seems to be a tricky thing. 

I am currently sitting on a plane. I am away from my babes for longer than a day for the first time since conception. That is a weird thing to wrap my brain around. 

Let’s just call it 3 years since it was only until the 5 month mark that I was really limited by my ‘geriatric’ twin pregnancy. 

That is 3 years of caring for littles before myself. Three years of protecting them, tending to them, and loving on them daily. And now I am sad. LOL.

Wait, what?! How can I be sad? This is ridiculous. I am sitting on a plane, arguably on my favorite airline, in a choice seat, doing my travel thing that seems to live in my blood. This is the day I have longed for, right? Okay, cool… so then why do I feel so sad? Like to the core sad.

Ah life… you tricky little thing.